Mom moved in....it's like i'm 17 again! All the emotions from 5yrs ago are back. I hate this!! I can't write much cause she's always around, surprised I was able to get on for this short update.
Intake: coffee & creamer= 35cal
I work from 3pm-7pm. My hours got cut for no reason! I talked to my manager, he got pissed that I even asked about it, and now I'm looking for another job. I can't move back home when I'm working 22hrs/wk and getting paid jack shit!
My mood is horrible. I thought about cutting to feel the release of all these emotions, but didn't.
fml! The worst part about all of this is, I AM THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME!!
Time to grow up! Time to get skinny! Time to become ana!!
someday....soon
About Me
- a_new_carrie
- United States
- Current Diagnoses Age 23:ED-NOS, BPD, Insomnia, Panic/Anxiety disorder Age 13-15: Bulimia & Depression 17-18:Exercise-bulimia with anorexic tendencies 19-21:"recovered" BPD, Insomnia 22: Exercise bulimic with anorexic tendencies, BPD, Insomnia, Depression&anxiety (bulimic with anorexic tendencies means I was thin/skinny, but not emaciated & still had a period)
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