my brothers wedding is June 20th. For some fucked up reason the rest of the fam decided it'd be a perfect time for family portraits!! Our last one on that side of the family was when i was 11.
Pictures always scare me, if it one that shows more than my face. This will be big-show-everyone-off pictures!! I MUST look good! I do not want hate the family pics cause I'm fat!
Goal: 110 by June 20th!!
I will not eat unless it is absolutely necessary, ex; family meals.
Tomorrow's intake will be 600
Wednesday: 80(for cream in my 8cups of coffee :-P)
Thursday: 80 " "
We might go in the city to see a museum and do some shopping. Sometimes I can easily avoid eating, but not always.
You might be wondering why I'm worried about my parents when I'm 23, right? After my separation-now divorce- I moved back to my parents house. I had no where else to go and no money. If my parents notice I'm restricting, they'll hound me about counseling! ok, when I'm 90lbs I'll go back to treatment! Until then, Fuck off!!
Exercise is difficult since I injured my shoulder. Luckily I've gotten my parents to pay for physical therapy to fix it ;-) I'm going to try this kickboxing DVD tomorrow to get my ass going!
May 17 I'll be 122
5lbs to loose!!!!
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